With No Regrets

I won’t let history repeats itself ever again! Even I’ve great experience in schooldays for the last 17 years, but the one thing that my parents, teachers and friends didn’t know is; I hate to go to school.

For me, even I’ve obtained tremendously excellent grades since kindergarten time until university level, however those grades means NOTHING for me. My heart is deeply in sorrow, for 17 years, I pretend to become PERFECT child and student just to make my parents happy with me, but not even my own parents ever recognized the real me till now.

Their high anticipation to witness me accomplished outstanding evaluation makes me fully sick with depression, mental abusive and I am definitely lost my path. I hate exam, dateline, meeting plus all the ordinary stuff that everyone puts on me without notice who I am. I kept all and sundry problem and never told my own wretchedness to anyone.

Luckily, I found my real soul mate after 17 years of misery. He is my first started as my cyber friend, my best friend, and my teammate plus now he’s my beloved husband! He’s the only one who knows unfathomable top secret within me. He gave me strengths to facilitate that I am nowadays. I’m truly grateful to God (Allah) for all the opportunity that God gave to me. I love you God. Thank you very much for blessing me.

Therefore I won’t let our child has the same path like me. No more ordinary school for them. My husband and I want them to enjoy home school life together with us. We believe that LOVE and CARES will lead to superb child growth.

Sayonara a waste of time exam, worthless dateline, futile grades.

May God help and save my family and all kids in the whole world.

My quotes: Child is the gift from God, blessed by husband.

Notice: We can’t treat child like a machine (as for me a computer also got their heart), child is more than that. They have feelings, emotion and specialties. That is the reason we can’t rank and grade them. We should indulgence them equally and let them grow in loving environment.